Why...

Bright, shining like the sun
I've earned my wings I'm done
I've had fun
To bad for that gun

Say good-bye to my brother
Tell sister that I love her
I know I shouldn't hover
So I'll miss you mother

My back breaks and bends
I hope this message sends
It'll be forever before my heart mends
I want to do things before my life ends

I'm floating light like the wind
To bad he sinned
Because now it's the end

Carpe Diem

If this is a dream

Don’t wake me today

Cause I can’t imagine life without you yet

Let me dream for one more day

And I’ll show you that it’s worth it

Because when I’m not with you

The days go by so slow

When I show that I care about you

It isn’t just for show

I really do want to be in your life

And I want you in mine…

So don’t wake me today

Let me live in my beautiful dream

Where it’s just you and me

And we’re all we need

And no one else cares what we do

So we don’t do anything

We just stay together, talking till the sun goes down

Talking about the future like it won’t come

Because tomorrow scares us

And we can’t have yesterday back

There are no ifs, ands, or buts

Carpe Diem

Live for the day

That’s all we need

And that’s all I’ll say

Whenever tomorrow comes up

I say live for the day

And you say okay.

My quiet boy

I knew a boy once

Quiet as could be

I took that boy under my wing

He wasn't such a quiet little boy anymore

He sat in his room and wrote me love songs

Telling me everyday how much he cared

I always loved that boy

From the first day we met

One day that boy decided he didnt love me anymore

He tore up the love songs he wrote

Told me to just go

Leave him alone and never come back

My quiet little boy went back to bbeing quiet

Writing his little songs all alone

He said he didn't love me anymore

as I was walking away I could only bear to whisper

"But... I still love you"

The message

Trapped within these four walls again
Don't know where to start
Can't even tell where it'll end

Poetic lisense
Creating no boundaries for me
Keeping the pages filled

What to say
The messengers here
Standing as a shadow in the doorway

This is hard
To state whats true
The words they form

But I want something new to say
Hell couldn't cause me more pain
Then I cause for myself

So I'll send my message
And hope it reaches him
A simple message, filled with everything

"I love you"

A blind eye

Morning sunshine,
At night your already gone,
I'm so lost in a world were I cannot be found,
I can't see through eyes that see everything,
I'm stuck,
In a world were I have wings to fly,
But at least if I were blind and lost
I could say good morning at night and no one would care,
Because there would be nobody there
The world just presses silence
And pretends I'm not there
I'm the girl with the short golden hair
Who can't dress herself
But this world turns a blind eye on the streets
And I shall always be alone

A teenage life

My lifes a dream
A dream where im screaming
No a nightmare
A nightmare full of darkness
No wait now its light
So bright that I can't see
First its so dark I can't see a thing
Then its so light that I'm blinded
This is the teenage life of being ignored
Or given to much info that we almost drown in it all
This is the teenage life the life I live

Crash

Driving in your car
Make your move
Make it fast
Boy your gonna crash
Grab the brake
Grab it fast
Boy your gonna crash
Emergancie brake
Pull it fast
Make your move
Make it fast
Boy your gonna crash
Pull the brake!!!!!

Crash, bang, boom
Boy why didn't you listen
If not to them
Why couldnt it have been me
Why didn't I save you
Why couldn't I save you
Why Wouldn't I save you
I was screaming oh so loud
Screaming, trying to make you stop
Wish I could have saved you

CRASH!!!
Boy make your move
CRASH!!!
Grab the brake
Put on the brakes
Way to fast
You crash
I wish I could have done more

Beauty queen

She's a beauty queen

But she still looks in the mirror

And sees the girl she doesn’t want to be

She sees the fake smile for what it really is

The words sit behind her lips

But she just can’t say them

She fears the reaction of the people around her

What will they think of the real me?

Will they still want to be my friend afterwards?

But she doesn’t know

She never will

Because she can’t say the words that sit behind her lips

Waiting to be said

But she’ll keep hiding behind her walls

Because no one needs to see her falling

Not even her

So she takes the mirrors from the walls

And throws them to the floor

So she doesn’t have to see herself anymore

But life goes on right

And maybe, just maybe

One day..

She’ll like the person she’s grown to be..