I don't know why

Sometimes I hate myself

I don't really know why

I just do

Sometimes I cry

I don't know why

I just do

Sometimes I hate who I am

I always know why

It has something to do with you

Sometimes I cry

And sometimes I know why

Tonight it's because I miss you

This isn't fair

Pay no mind to this shadow across my eyes

I know how much she means to you

I'll take a step back and let her have you

I understand when I have lost

She is better than me, I know it.

Self esteem shattered, fuck it.

Dreams crashed and burned, I don't care.

You love her, how is this fair.

I'll pretend that you holding my hand

Was like an extra long handshake for friends

The loving words you said

Were meant for her or I just misread them

She's nicer than me, that's laughable.

Hearts broken, my tears show it.

I'm crushed, and you don't care.

She doesn't love you, this isn't fair.

No answered prayers

I've cried enough tears

To fill the oceans with salt

Bled all the blood

That I had to bleed

All in your name lord

So why have you forgotten me

Should I sit and be quiet for a while

Maybe

Or maybe I should just give up

Say hey maybe God doesn't exist

But what if he does

Then I would be wrong...

Would it be worth it

I don't know

But all I know is

I am questioning everything

And getting no answers...

I pray every night and every day

But all I get is silence

And a slap in the face

Over and over

I'm fighting with reality

And praying

But none of the prayers are answered...

Someone

There are tears in her eyes

And blood on her arms

She needs someone

There are tears in his eyes

And her bloods on his hands

He was that someone

There are tears in her eyes

And she is holding him

She wants him to be her one

There are tears in his eyes

and a note in his hands

He wants to be her one

There are tears in their eyes

Because everyone needs someone

But no one knows who that is...