You say you stand for something
You tell others to believe in themselves
Yet I come home every day
See the cuts crawling up your arm
The drugs are in your system
So you just laugh it off and avoid your new "friends"
In a couple days you'll go back
Say "I relapsed, please forgive me"
Then you'll go a couple days
Telling yourself "I'm better, I can do it this time"
In a few days you'll open the bottle again
Take a couple and laugh some more
Or maybe you'll fill your pipe
Take a couple hits and eat till you fall down
Only then you'll call yourself fat and the cuts will grow
The days without eating will start to show
Your friends will ask questions
Your family will try to help
But you've locked yourself in a box
Built up the walls and convinced yourself this is the right way
You find your little bottle
Swallow whats left
Lick your finger and get whats left on the bottom
Make sure you got it all
Because you think you made the right choice don't you
You start to laugh like you always do
Then the world starts to go black and you get cold
You're scared now aren't you
I wish I could have changed your mind
Come here, I'll hold you till the ambulance gets here
No don't worry I called them when I heard you laughing
They will be here soon
It'll all be over soon
Never forget dearest one
"I love you"
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