I love you, I hate you

I can write it out a million times

But it doesn’t change the way I feel about you

I hate you, I love you

I can’t stand you, I want you by my side

I want you to leave me alone

I never want to see you again

But yet you can pull me back in

With that smile

And those beautiful eyes

You would make angels fall in love

So why should I be any different?

Why should I be able to leave you?

All I want to do is walk away

And all I can do is stand here

Like the idiot that I am

Staring into your eyes

Trying to see into your soul

Trying to see if you even have a soul

Because I seem to be a beautiful mess

And I feel like you can fix me

Make me whole again

Because you say that you love me

And why wouldn’t I believe you

When love is so rare to find these days

And everyone is scared to admit they are in love

So I want to believe it to

That we are in love

And we can live happily together forever

Not worrying about tomorrow

Not worrying about today

The pain in my heart will eventually die

And so will you

But for now I can’t seem to leave your side

You’re all I want

And I can’t make myself move on

You’re always on my mind.

Just a name

Love
What is love
But a feeling
Lust
Hate
Envy
All feelings
Why call it love?
When a rose by any other name
would smell as sweet
Lust, hate, and envy
All go hand in hand
Destroying our love
But still
Why love?
Love stands for
Lust
  Obsesiveness
Vanity and
  Envy
So why love?
When love is just a name
And a rose by any other name
Would smell just as sweet

Why...

Bright, shining like the sun
I've earned my wings I'm done
I've had fun
To bad for that gun

Say good-bye to my brother
Tell sister that I love her
I know I shouldn't hover
So I'll miss you mother

My back breaks and bends
I hope this message sends
It'll be forever before my heart mends
I want to do things before my life ends

I'm floating light like the wind
To bad he sinned
Because now it's the end

Carpe Diem

If this is a dream

Don’t wake me today

Cause I can’t imagine life without you yet

Let me dream for one more day

And I’ll show you that it’s worth it

Because when I’m not with you

The days go by so slow

When I show that I care about you

It isn’t just for show

I really do want to be in your life

And I want you in mine…

So don’t wake me today

Let me live in my beautiful dream

Where it’s just you and me

And we’re all we need

And no one else cares what we do

So we don’t do anything

We just stay together, talking till the sun goes down

Talking about the future like it won’t come

Because tomorrow scares us

And we can’t have yesterday back

There are no ifs, ands, or buts

Carpe Diem

Live for the day

That’s all we need

And that’s all I’ll say

Whenever tomorrow comes up

I say live for the day

And you say okay.

My quiet boy

I knew a boy once

Quiet as could be

I took that boy under my wing

He wasn't such a quiet little boy anymore

He sat in his room and wrote me love songs

Telling me everyday how much he cared

I always loved that boy

From the first day we met

One day that boy decided he didnt love me anymore

He tore up the love songs he wrote

Told me to just go

Leave him alone and never come back

My quiet little boy went back to bbeing quiet

Writing his little songs all alone

He said he didn't love me anymore

as I was walking away I could only bear to whisper

"But... I still love you"

The message

Trapped within these four walls again
Don't know where to start
Can't even tell where it'll end

Poetic lisense
Creating no boundaries for me
Keeping the pages filled

What to say
The messengers here
Standing as a shadow in the doorway

This is hard
To state whats true
The words they form

But I want something new to say
Hell couldn't cause me more pain
Then I cause for myself

So I'll send my message
And hope it reaches him
A simple message, filled with everything

"I love you"

A blind eye

Morning sunshine,
At night your already gone,
I'm so lost in a world were I cannot be found,
I can't see through eyes that see everything,
I'm stuck,
In a world were I have wings to fly,
But at least if I were blind and lost
I could say good morning at night and no one would care,
Because there would be nobody there
The world just presses silence
And pretends I'm not there
I'm the girl with the short golden hair
Who can't dress herself
But this world turns a blind eye on the streets
And I shall always be alone